so mote it be

god grant me the serenity to make it through today.

just for today:

i will work honestly

i will be kind

i will not anger

i will not worry

i will be thankful

5 years and counting.....

i love her more and more each day.

blogless

there is so much going on right now that i don't even know where or how to begin. everything seems chaotic, uncertain. from my summer work schedule to where the kids will go to school next year. nothing is definite yet.

and i hate that.

i can admit without shame that i am a bit of a control freak. no, i don't need to control others but i sure as hell need to know where i need to be, when i need to be there and what i'll be doing.

i couldn't answer any of those questions right now.

so i'm going to resort to what i do best at times like this: daydreaming and internet shopping and daydreaming about more internet shopping. well of course in between trying to the best mom and wife i can be :-)

the little needle that i love....

i wish i could've kept it. the needle that helped to determine if it is breast cancer. it isn't. we were one of the lucky ones. it's one of three non-invasive things and will be removed from our lives in 26 days.

i pray for those who haven't gotten news like this, i thank god every day that she did, and make sure i hold on to her even tighter.

i am so obsessed

i can not stop watching this damn movie! i love it. i am also currently reading the book. and it's not so much the movie, book or story i'm obsessed with - it's savanah herself. could i really be a southern girl at heart? southern hospitatlity and grace with yankee street smarts and political views? is that possible? i think i would even be able to stand the summer heat just knowing i was surrounded by her beauty and mystery. i can not wait to go back!