tomorrow....

i have a post-adpotive services seminar to attend. today it seems pointless under these new circumstances.

maybe by friday i'll be hopeful again. maybe.

i'm speechless

and counting down the days til our lives change again and theirs pretty much end.

just to lighten the mood a little

updated kitty pics.
she is now a year old!
still not gracefull.
still retarded, literally.

but still my itty bitty kitty!

in case you didn't see her before pics i reposted a few below :-)

like hell on earth....

this weather kills me. i. hate. HATE. HATE to be hot. and i totally despise being sweaty.

i am both right now.

yesterday did not go well. to say the very least.

today has not gone much better.

looks like i should've bought my cheese from costco. i feel a whole lot more whining coming on.

tomorrow is court. pray for them. and us.

god just get me to tuesday.

yes, i'd like some cheese with my whine.

i am sitting here drinking my first AM cup of coffee. i am drinking it from the mug i purchased on vacation to help me remember how it felt to be there. today i find that a hard thing to do. my house is covered in vacation mess and apathy. i can't seem to muster any energy. i found my self saying yesterday in response to the question are you ok?: "i sure am in a funk for someone who has evrything going for them. i mean really, things are really good."

so why do i feel so stuck? i keep telling myself my body has put itself in a "resting" mode so that i will be ready to conquer what comes next. last summer with the kids was awesome. i can only imagine how fun this summer will be! work will change for the summer, no longer working in a school daily. and most importantly i start going back to school for myself soon. i am only two courses away from finishing up my bacherlors and will immediately delve into the masters program. i can not wait.

perhaps i'm just exhausted from all the excitment. perhaps i'm waiting for that "other shoe to drop". perhaps it's on it's way.

so much to say, letn' the pics say it for me....for now

me, on the way. that's what a day in the car with kids will do to ya!

the bird girl.

SC welcoming us with her weeping, loving arms.

one of my new favorite trees.

THE haunted house we toured and i got the orb pics from.

a green man fairy hole. i have a whole slew of fairy hole pics to post later.

the only pic of us from vacation. i think little lady could be a photographer!

"i'm queen of the woooorrrrllllddd". or maybe just this bridge.

we had SOOOO MUCH FUN on these tandem bikes it should've been illegal!

one of the pics i took on the ghost tour of savanah. note the orbs :-) i do believe in ghosts!

one of the MANY beautiful trees of GA.

can you see the green man? i can!

god is awesome!

you must respect alice, or she will eat you!

pelican at botany bay on edisto island, SC.

botany bay on edisto island, SC. i don't know how i left this place. i wanna go back. now.

laurie's idea of sunbathing. she is so warm blooded even the beach was too cold for her!

how i loved taking my kids to my favorite "traveling" store from my childhood.

fort pedro from south of the border at the NC/SC border.

lots more pics to come till i find the words!

she is calling to me......

saturday i will answer her call. the kids will start their first vacation. i can not wait.