i have this feeling like something extraordinary is about to happen. i just don't know what, when, or to whom. maybe i'm just excited because this is the first week since november i have not had to restrain a child at work. maybe it's because we're watching little man blossom and grow and make progress everyday (two 100% on tests this week!! only one throw up incident in a month and a half! eating HAPPILY every meal!!!).
of course with the good comes the bad. little lady has been in a bit of trouble at school this week. and i've been asked to take her to a counselor who specializes in sexual trauma due to things that have recently come to the surface about her previous living arrangements.
this breaks my heart.
maybe by extraordinary i mean horrible because who knows what we will be learning. who knows what secrets my little girl is protecting. and who knows what rat bastard will rot in hell for exposing her to such things.
sometimes i truly hate people.
but for now i will enjoy the warm weather, continue getting my daughter's room ready (she has shared a room with her brother her whole life and they are both FINALLY ready to be on their own!!!!), and pray that be it wonderful or horrible, i can handle what comes next!
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