again. really. are you there god? it's me, sicko.

my head is pounding. i can't breathe, smell, or taste. i have drainage. my lips are cracked, dry and on fire.

i am sick.

again.

seriously, can't i get a friggin break. just like, maybe a two month stretch. is that too much to ask for? and i REALLY HAVE BEEN trying. hard. to stay healthy. movn' more. eatn' less. drinking way more water, way less soda. lost 5 pounds. saw the specialist. been faithfully taking my meds. going to bed early and resting. washing my hands. making my kids wash theirs. a lot. reiki'ing the heck outta me, you, and everyone else i know hoping to stop the spread of germs and promote the spread of health.

it didn't work.

i really think i might look into one of those bubbles. yeah. that sounds REALLY nice right now.