i hate autism

i hate watching him being robbed of friendships. sarcasim. empathy.

i hate watching him not be able to understand the concept of hygiene.

feel. emotion. feel. texture.

there are no pictures to teach caring. sharing. nurture.

we have 100's to teach hygiene.

it's working. s.l.o.w.l.y.

i hate the waiting.

for comprehension of a sentence. a request.

i hate waiting.

for an intervention to work.

as much as i hate this, as much as my heart breaks - i love this boy.

my son.

hopefully.